I think, I am in Love.! with whom..? with a girl? whose that luckey girl!? I will let you by the end of this article. I never loved her ever, but don't know why she is behind me, I don't know what she had seen in me to get so much addicted to me? I had always tried to stay away from her, but in vain. The things had changed now and I started liking her. Her silence, her tingling smile, her equanimity.
This affinity is not new,it's as old as some 8 years. She use to come once in a while to meet me when I was studying or busy with some work, or some artistic creation. I liked her very much at that time, because I wanted her at those moments for inspiration, and moreover she wasn't around rest of the times to trouble me. But later when I joined ma enggnieering, she started coming across more. The days looked long and I tried to escape from her. I came home every weekend, try to forget about her by loosing myself in the busyness of travel, love of family, beauty of nature.
She could not trouble me more as I become busy with ma schedule for next two years when I joined GYM. I hardly had time for her. So my days went smoothly till I finish ma degree. But she had not forgot me completely.
Somehow once I started working, she found me in B'lore and started troubling me more. Me use to come home by 6 and room-mates very late, they were loaded with work. This gave her enough time to trouble me.Sometimes I never saw them for weeks as they use to come late, and by that time I would have slept and in the morning by the time I wakeup they would have left..!!
I started thinking deep about this, and somehow I wanted to get her out of ma life, I decided to move with some different room mates. Moved to a new house. Now the things become worst! She is enjoying now. Previously they were not there in the house for sometimes, but now We were never together in the house. At any point of time mostly only one will be in India, and thus Loneliness is still ma partner of life. The things had changed now and I started liking her. Her silence, her tingling smile, her equanimity...!!
